today reminds me of the song by Daniel Powter: Bad Day..

Reasons:

• Today our flexi benefits revised!!
  To Management is ENHANCEMENT.
  To Employees is DEMORALISATION.
  It used to be $300 flexi-claimable for optician/dental/medical insurance.
  Now: NO MORE!!!!!! $300 for Dental ONLY
  It used to be unlimited medical claims.
  Now: We have our Panel of Doctors. Visit Family doc? Only $25!!
  I tot i could start using in Feb (aft cfmn), but.. Pui!!!
  
• My Mobile cheated me!!
  I thought my mobile will work perfectly after i have sent for servicing, but there is always no reception!! dotz..
  Is it time for me to get a new HP??
  *ponder*
  
• I accompanied bf to wait for bus.. with some "black" ladies beside us..
  858 came... but it just drove pass us...
  we tot the ladies were waiting for it too.. alas! so embarrassing.. n waste effort for waiting so long...
  
• I was supposed to take the train to cityhall after work, den dear enter..
  bt den he board the train while i alighted the train.. *gosh!*
  Reason: cos my hp died... =(

So sway..
the 1st reason set me into thinking whtr i shd cont the career within the company..
i am already nt happy with the job scope..
spending long hrs in office.. working like coolies..
with so tiny benefits..
always tot overseas banks are better...
i ges is the new HR director that chge the "world"

*in search for new jobs.. *
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Beloved, below are for you...

当你决定
你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由
有好几次
我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用
就当作是寂寞
只有我能明白
他的温柔
对你是种解脱
其实要告诉我
只是你的最爱

其实你很爱他
对我的惩罚
说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我

其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗
其实你很想他
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂朵不想再次听到
你说你很爱他

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青春若有张不老的脸
但愿她永远不被改变
许多梦想总编织太美
跟着迎接幻灭
爱上你是最快乐的事
却也换来最痛苦的悲
苦涩交错爱的甜美
我怎样都学不会

ha......oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪

oh 眼泪
眼泪流过无言的夜
心痛的滋味
oh 眼泪
擦干眼泪忘掉一切
曾有的眷恋
眼泪是苦
眼泪是伤悲
眼泪都是你
眼泪是甜
眼泪是昨天
眼泪不流泪

Rem time will fade off everything..
Whatever it is, i will always be here for you..