been attacked by moodswings lately..
whtr u are 'attacked' by me a nt, really gonna depend on ur luck..
for those who got it, thanks for being tolerant to me..

feeling depressed lately is caused by my job-searching..
i went for more den 12 interviews already...
gotten 2 offers.. bt the job scopes aint wat i wan...
yet jobs tt i've been pinning hopes on, are nt replying me..

m i really tt useless tt i cant even get a job that i wan??
i m really nt fussy..
bt everyone seem to get a job already.. except me still hanging ard..
i'm beginning to feel the pressure already..
frm all aspects..
my 'competitors' got the jobs i yearn..

it really set me into tinking whtr getting my degree was a rite choice frm the start..
it's really nt easy to get into the firms i wan..

i dread going for interviews...
cos the interviews always disappoint me..
either cos of the job scope or the 'no replies'

i'm starting to weep..
beginning to cry..

i'm undergoing lotsa depression..
i really need an operation to cure me..

help...

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