keeping myself occupied is the best medicine tt i can prescribe for myself..

shopping myself away was the presciption for myself..
it no longer means retail therapy..
to me, it is both retail n emotion therapy..

although feeling guilty for not revising, i somehow or rather felt at least 1% better den last week..
i feel like voicing everything out...
guess oni my bloggy has the time for me..

although m still feeling tt terrible, the feeling seemed to fade as time passes..
thou the fade seems to fade at a speed of 0.01% per day, bt it is always better den nthg..

having watched a korean serie tt day, a ger mentioned: it's a blessing to feel one-sided...
all of a sudden i began to doubt... yet the other min i started realising the gist of it..

i guess the current situation is confusing me..
i began to lose interest...
i stopped looking fwd..
the waiting halted..

i hope by no time, everything will be gone...

erevision starts tmr... n i m the 1st batch..
i hate bidding for class while trying to accomodate to others' timing too..
bt i detest being alone esp in foreign revision where is frm 9-5... eeks!!

magic happened to ^me11:03 PM