game is finally over..
i decided to end the game..
with blood oozing profusely out frm everywhere..
this decision really took me tonnes of courage...
courage where i dunno i achieve frm where..
decision took me nites after nites..

i haf to hold back my tears..
swallowing them back into my stomach..
it's worst den swallowing gigantic pills dn e throat..

ugly compliments no longer cast shadows in me..
praises no longer mk me feel any happier..
closeness will begin drifting..
chats will start self-attaching themselves w full-stop..
concerns will no longer decipher itself..
songs will portray u no more..
e x-factor will cease its magnetic waves..
everything abt u hv to be brought to an end..

i gonna feel indifferent with watever u say...
i will no longer tune myself into the same frequency as u..
i will no longer try to fasten my steps so tat i can be by ur side..
it was really hard on me, or shd i say i gotten all the troubles myself..
i will no longer do an extra mile for u..
cos u nv seem to realise the work i've done..
yet a simple "thank you" will mk me forget all e hardwork..

i pray for happiness..
i pray for the indifferent feeling..
i pray for chances..

*hugging my teddy n cries*

magic happened to ^me10:10 PM