down with gastric flu~
monday nite.. i tot it was jus a normal tummy upset.. n tat it will be gone soon.. bt i was wrong...
a painful experience... tt caused me stay awake thru the nite... tossing n turning.. trying my very best to make myself sleepy... bt no matter hw slpy i m, i just cant tolerate the pain... forcing myself to walk to the toilet with a little giddiness was dreadful.. i couldn't hold on to myself already.. breaking out into cold sweat.. after self-medication, it indeed was better.. i also applied medicated oil onto my tummy..hoping that the pain will be gone so that i can haf some rest..
at this pt of time, i wished someone was there when i'm sick... really.. i felt so helpless... at least he will be there to hear my whines.. bt.. i felt so empty..

With the HP waking my up, i tot i was really better.. i did not wan to miss my classes today.. cos the morning class materials were difficult to even understand.. i forced myself to school, even when there was an urge to vomit.. and some giddy spells here n there..
i mged to get myself out of the house at 7.45am... upon alighting the bus.. i broke into sweat immediately.. i tld myself.. everyting is fine.. probably the weather is jus too hot...
it was after i board the train, the 'bug' started irritating me... i was sweating like as thou the train had no aircon nor fans installed.. i was like sitting on a fire burner.. sweat rolled down my face like all the pores are opened.. i had even less den 0.01% of energy in me.. i placed my bag on the floor..

until Kranji/CCK, i realise i could not take it anymore... i started seeing stars.. or should i say the images that i see are black... i knew i no longer can withstand the black sight..giddy spell started attacking me... i felt so nausea.. if the train had jus left the station, i knew i will faint in the train.. luckily i had a fren beside to help me out of the station..
after resting for abt 5 mins on the platform seats, i felt better.. i know i had to see the doctor already..

took a cab home.. n daddy took off to drive me to the doctor.. luckily dad could take 2hrs time off.. otherwise i wouldn't noe how to make myself to see the doctor thou..

not sure whtr it has smthg to do with the mind or the body reacts to doctor.. bt i realy felt better after seeing the doctor.. n i realy do mean SEEing the doctor.. without taking the medicine...

it was den i know i had gastric flu.. a 'trendy' virus.. and it's air-borne!!! eeww... in less den 2hrs after seeing the doctor, i m down with fever... sobz~

as for now.. my fever subsided... leaving behind traces of tummy-upset..
porridge and healthy food are my only type meals now..

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