everything has chged... jus like the weather recently..
i'm having doubts... on everyting..
frenships... my life...
my little brain is constantly awake..
pondering...

being sensitive isnt a gd ting..
being left out isnt wat i wanted...
being avoided is nt wat i expected..
being compared with is smthg tt i tot i wud nt hear frm u...
having no reply is not i wan frm u....
having the 'lost' feeling is never wat i wished for...

everyting seems to lose its original meaning as time passes...
everyting single ting seems to impact me in a way or another..
everyting seems to drift away frm me...
be it the frenship tt i always look upon...
or the life tt i wanted...

my brain is suggesting for a break..
i hope the upcoming trip will be a wonderful one..
i wished that all the unhappy matters will come to an end..

Release me from all the mental tortures..
Free me from the guessing games..
Let me rest for the remaining days to 2007..

it hurts..
i weep...
it aches...

i cant help myself from tinking..

i hope to end 2006 nicely...
the way i expect it to be..
as simple as it can be..

magic happened to ^me11:54 PM